Trying to be purposeful

POV of me avoiding existential dread.

I will keep this post brief. That is because I spent most of my Saturday doing nothing productive. As a result I am tired.

By the way, I also include relaxation as part of being “productive,” but it has to be purposeful. My hours spent watching YouTube, napping and playing video games would have been fine if I had scheduled it ahead of time.

But I turned to them to escape reality — in the way that people who struggle with mental illness will understand.

So, I am ending this post here because those “relaxing” activities actually drained my energy.

I’m glad I have this project to work on, or else I would have slept all day.

I’m pretty sure I’ve said that before… Oh well, I’m too tired to think up of something else to write about.