Mind fog induced something or another

Today was much like yesterday. I struggled to keep my eyes open this morning. It’s like I got an injection of morphine every time I caved to my desire to close them. And trying to open them again was like brushing 400 grit sandpaper, ever so lightly, over my reddened cornea.

The effort left me drained in the first hour of the day. I pulled my motivation and energy along like a wagon with a jacked up rear wheel. There were short bursts of effort, followed by longer bouts of nodding off or staring blankly at the ceiling. Sometimes, I questioned why I bothered to try today.

I also had a difficult time holding conversations. My thoughts were Scrabble pieces with a few letters missing. I managed to share some ideas, but they weren’t fully formed and required the other person to fill in the missing pieces.

AND I bought Dunkin’ Donuts. Yeesh.

On the bright side, it gave me something to write about. I am also working on adding more detail to my writing. Sorry in advance.

Jonar

Jonar is a writer and a photographer. He has a lot of opinions, many of which are not worth sharing. And yet, here we are.

He also enjoys video games, silly anime, project management, practicing self-care and having a good relationship with himself: flaws and all.

https://jonarisip.com
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